Having only 134 more days with you has got to be the hardest thing to process. Today has been absolutely perfect and I dont want to think that soon, youll be gone for almost 2 or 3 years and I’ll only be able to see you 3 times a year. I wish things werent so hard for us. I love you more than anything. Youve been there for me through a lot and youre my best friend. I cant picture not spending every day with you like I do now. Youre the most important thing in my life and no matter what happens as long as youre trying, im trying.